Ashley is "between things right now".

I don't have a job. I haven't had one for 3 and a half months. I'm not about to have one either. I guess you can say... I don't know what to do with my life.

So these are the decisions I'm up against:

Do I go in debt for a trip to New York City? (interest free via Dad)

Do I live in Tennessee for a couple months taking care of my sister's kid?

Do I stay here in Ventura County and for how long?

Do I go back to school?

Masters?

Fashion degree? (yes please!)

How soon do I get a job?

How soon do I get a "real job"?

Should I just keep with my easy little plan of staying here, working minimum wage jobs and try harder to pump out art and sewn projects to sell online/to friends?

I think that's all. But until any of the aforementioned things happen, I'll be watching my brother's kids for a couple weeks. Their mommy (the pregnant-and-on-bed-rest sister-in-law) is having a very sad family situation to attend to out of state :( But I'm happy I can help. I hope it's not too crazy. I think the 5, 2.67, and 1.5 year olds will be staying here at my house to make it easier on me and my mom who will be their caregivers while my brother is at work.

Here's a cute little picture to entertain the eye. This is Luke, the 1.5 year old.