Should I just admit to myself that I hate doing art, and stop fighting myself and piling guilt and obligation upon myself...
... or fight it? And try to like it? And keep telling people, "Suuuure, I'll do that thing for you," even though I don't get started for 4 months?
Although, I'm not sure if it's that I "hate doing art" or if it's some other mental block I have that keeps me resistant.
I basically believe that I was born this way. That my spirit came with both TALENT and a near-INABILITY to share it/them. Seriously, "Why God, why?!?!" No really, I'm curious.
OAHU
7 years ago
I'm sorry that feels that way and I'm sure you are not alone. there is no reason why you should feel you need to use your talent but when it is used to pay rent i'm sure you could find some motivation there? Good luck and again, I'm sorry it makes you feel that way. xo lila
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